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are you still having trouble sleeping then

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i got 18 hours of sleep, and now i've been up a full 24 hours.

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shit kid

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that sounds like approximately -.005% of a good thing

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i would try killing myself but chugging three bottles of nyquil didn't do the job.
i honestly have no idea what could.

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holy fuck

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maybe dont do that

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like ever again

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srsly what the shit

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i dont want to be awake anymore.

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boy u arent gonna be alive anymore and what if satan is real huh what then

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at least you can do a lot of homework

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i cant even think straight at this point there is no homework happening ever.
i have been watching cat videos on youtube for the past seven hours.
i think i might be watching the same ones again and again but i don't remember.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvMssEgp1ko have u seen this one yet

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oh my fucking god thats wonderful that silly cat hahaahahahahaaahfuck i dont remember

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maybe you should go to therapy

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here's the constant theme of my life:
with what money.

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theres free therapy programs my school even has one

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my dad will fucking murder me if he finds out i went to therapy.
or if he finds out i havent been sleeping.

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why would yr dad murder you for having and/or fixing problems beyond your control

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i realiez yr dad is a sore subject but that sounds kinda skeevy

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yeeeeah.
he's just
like he really really wants the super normal middle-class life.
and anything outside of that is unforgivable apparently.
you know, he works for thunder-- the apparent bad guys????
i told him his company is shit and he needs a new job but he just said i was crazy.

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tbh ive been avoiding that shit like crazy whether or not i believe this shit i dont doubt something skeevy is going on with the cops and that company and i dont want any fuckin part in it

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honestly?? that's completely legit.
i'd do the same if i could.

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why cant you